Writing…
I cannot focus! I can’t write this stupid history essay, and it’s going to be even worse when I try to write these even stupider essays for this application. I don’t know why. I just wish my brain would cooperate.
But this whole term, and especially today, I have just hated writing. I’m so so sick of it. I used to enjoy writing a lot of things. But it’s just completely not fun now. Maybe it’s because of the horrendous amount of ridiculous essays I had to write for college apps. Maybe it’s from Underwood’s horrible pathetic excuse of a class. Either way, I really wish I could enjoy it more, like I used to. I’m sad that I’ve sunk like this. But I know that right now I would rather do 4 hours of math or science or reading a textbook than write another. freaking. page.
